<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/38503583?origin\x3dhttp://smiles-and-frowns-.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>

Tuesday, December 04, 2007


Damn. I just realized that Li Ting is warded. She was trying to tell me that she's entering the hospital and I didn't get what she meant. When I smsed her number to check if she is fine, her cousin, replied instead. According to Xiumin, Li Ting ranked her friends from 1 to 5. "1" being the most important and "5", the least important. I ranked 1st on her list.

This is 2 sms I got from Xiumin:

"Li Ting is fine, don't worry. She can't use the phone now cos she's warded. On her phone, it is stated that you're the most important guy in her life and you're ranked first. You must be a raelly nice guy. Sorry for the late reply and rest early. If there's anything you would like to tell her, I'll let her know the moment she wakes up."

"Before Li Ting went for the operation, I was informed specifically not to let a person by the name of 'Derrick' find her at her ward. She also said that she'd meet you again if she find the reason to continue living. According to her, this only hope was lost yesterday. I don't understand her. Really wish she would get well soon, I'm worried sick."

_________________________

Li Ting kept appearing on my mind. I don't know what's happening to her and Xiumin isn't replying my sms(s). She said she would but she didn't. I can't even find out what's happening to ting ting. Damn. I'm in a really enigmatic state now.

~ { 10:23 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .